ok, so i promised that i would update more

i just experienced the most tiring and confusing and difficult and exhilirating three weeks of my life. i guess this is medschool... it's so new and it really needs getting used to. i have to get over so many things. the distance, the people, the environment... there are so so many changes that i need to move so fast to adapt. so i'm trying to do all that. god help me.